Where Is My Peace?
Okay. The wedding is over and with no children left to marry off and no imminent plans for an exciting event in the near future, I’ve reluctantly come down from the fairy tale high that usually embraces a wedding. I’m back to obsessing about what I need to do to turn our ministry into a full-time venture. For numerous years I’ve worked hard on the ministry my husband and I share. I’ve come to a point where the direction isn’t quite as I had planned it to be. (I’m continuously analyzing how I believe that path should look.) I think too much, and I try too hard to make things happen. I’m impatient and too eager to move in the direction God has planned for me. I would like to move a little faster - maybe a lot faster than the pace He seems to be taking. I battle to maintain my peace, the best gift I receive from God, when I get so preoccupied with making things happen. On Saturday I felt tired of the whole process; I couldn’t d...